The Power of Ellipses — Summary

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Its almost funny How these dark silhouettes Of long lost silence The nothing left over by nothing Bore holes in your brain Like the long lost nothing Of all those joints he smoke in high school For all those reasons that ended In a colorful “because” Followed eloquently by an equally colorful ellipse That articulates all the reasons that the world is wrong Then trailing off into paths of pills Leading to empty bottles Which were usually meant only for sleep And leaving holes burned in his memory Articulated by another sorrowful ellipse Which is kinder now, it’s wits Like his vocabulary Dulled by self medication I watch from afar As we each compensate for our silences Wrapped together into something almost whole In the backseat of his car Wishing abstractly that I could be all there As I let the grumbling grindcore growling from his stereo Grace the edges of my psyche And understand, if only briefly, how silence is possible

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The speaker watches a friend whose life has been slowly emptied out by drugs, and the poem uses the ellipsis as its main image. Every "because" he gives for his pain trails off into dots, the way the weed in high school gave way to pills and empty bottles. What's left is a series of gaps: silence, "nothing left over by nothing," holes in the brain and in memory. His vocabulary and wits, the speaker says, have been dulled by self-medication.

The speaker doesn't try to fix anything. They sit in the backseat of his car, watching "from afar," aware that both of them are covering for their own silences. The mood is sad but quiet, almost numb. Near the end, the loud grindcore from the stereo oddly makes room for stillness. For a moment the speaker feels they understand how silence is possible, which suggests a sort of closeness with the friend, even though they can't fully reach him ("wishing abstractly that I could be all there").

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