losing you by being me

I wish it was that simple I wish I could just turn it off you probably don't think about me at all I feel like a real idiot was the invitation cause of your boredom? kinda wish it was I would still love to go out of my bedroom and enjoy your presence I might seem like I'm overreacting like I could die if you rejected me believe, I've been doing a lot of thinking I'm just scared of losing you by being me