I'm Losing

I'm drowning again The youth is not coming back The reflection of mine I can't dare to look at it Loathe and nausea comes creeping in

You were long gone The moment I scared of The thoughts that comes back I'm living because I can't die I don't have anything I want to do It's nothing that fills me again

Numbness The thing I barely know of I'm drifting again I'm falling again I'm crying again