The Vault Of Heaven.

I'm losing myself. I walked up to the vault of heaven Took a deep breath, And i let myself fall... Again. And after that, once again. I kept doing it until i got here. Why do i keep falling for the wrong people? I bet we all reach the point To ask this question. I bet we keep asking it our whole lives Until we find the one. Do we even find the one? Cause i don't know about the others, But in this life, i decided to believe There are no soulmates And i don't have a perfect match somewhere In the world Waiting for me to break their heart. I refuse to be fooled By those romantic ballads. I believed in love for so long That now, after I survived another fall Crashing onto the earth; Through my tears, I realize I grew to hate The most wonderful feeling in the world.