Proger Seven — Summary

we waited half an hour as our baby screamed so hard sometimes she could not breathe until the nurse chose not to insert the i.v. after all a decision was made if the medicine appeared to work overnight we’d all go home otherwise the neurosurgery team was prepared to biopsy

her room in proger seven was bigger than our living room back home and so still and quiet only the window revealed we were hovering over Washington street it was a far cry from the gurney in the hallway they gave you at the emergency room in leominster where you languished for five hours vomiting with no fluid i.v. and no water allowed lest it spill

i was chosen to stay the night i fed her foul-smelling disposable bottles of formula that gave her diarrhea i sang her to sleep a few times the moon is like a boat my love i went out in the hazelwood as the Chinatown traffic evaporated below

she stirred again when i had closed my eyes at last and before i could rouse myself the night nurse was holding her calming her better than i knew how

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A parent keeps vigil over a sick baby in a hospital room, and the poem tells it in flat, plain statements. We hear about the screaming, the waiting, and a doctor's plan: if the medicine works overnight, they go home; if not, surgeons may take a biopsy. The speaker never says how frightened they are. The fear shows in the details instead, like the hours on a hallway gurney at the emergency room and the cold, practical "decision was made."

The night itself is small and tender. The speaker feeds the baby formula that upsets her stomach, then sings to her, and the lines of the song float into the poem without comment. The quiet room, the traffic fading below, and the sense of hovering above the city create a hushed, suspended mood. The ending is humbling. The speaker finally closes their eyes, and a night nurse soothes the baby "better than I knew how." The feeling is exhaustion, helplessness, and a quiet gratitude mixed with a sting of inadequacy.

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