“Everything I love will die / in due time” — Summary

Nothing left but the wet decaying process of repetition, not you but something else; unheimlich; the body rigid though not yet cold;

failing to feel the ground beneath my feet trembling; I leave the room to try & force my fists & skull through a wall.

Sometimes I forget that you’re gone.

Sometimes I hate you for leaving,

but as you told me “c’est la vie: la tristesse sera fini bientôt,

mais je suis désolé mon enfant.”

Sometimes I forget your face & panic.

Sometimes I take solace knowing that now you’re nothing

& sometimes I can’t stand it.

My greatest regret will forever be not being there to see your final breath.

&

what I whispered to you when all energy had left will remain a secret I will keep forever…

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Here is a speaker caught in the raw aftermath of a loved one's death. The opening lines describe numbness and a body gone stiff, and the word "unheimlich" (uncanny, unhomely) suggests that even the familiar has turned strange. Overwhelmed, the speaker leaves the room wanting to smash through a wall, a flash of violence that shows how much pain has no other outlet.

The short, repeated "Sometimes" lines carry the poem's emotional weight. Grief swings between forgetting, anger, panic, comfort and despair, and none of these settles. The French words, which the speaker attributes to the dead person, offer a gentle "that's life" and an apology, yet they can't fully soothe. The ending is quiet and heartbreaking: the speaker regrets missing the final breath and promises to keep forever what they whispered afterward. The mood is raw, tender and haunted, with a private ache that never quite lets go.

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