In the sunlight — Summary

& then when I awoke the morning light made me choke as I remembered how the gentle susurration blended with the birdsong & the light began to curve like the branches above us to touch, briefly, skin within which poison blends with pollen & flowers blossom before I pluck them to place in your hair where they will wither & die.

The past still lingers in the present, & refuses to leave with the grace of living things.

This is what regret means: never to forget someone or something; knowing of all the lives that could have been;

to touch, briefly, your skin

for the last time.

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The speaker wakes up to a beautiful morning and is immediately hurt by it. The sunlight, the soft sounds and the birdsong bring back a memory of being close to someone under the branches, touching their skin. The memory is sweet, but it carries pain. The image of poison mixed with pollen suggests that love and harm were tangled together, and the flowers picked for the loved one's hair are already doomed to wither.

In the second half, the tone turns more direct. The speaker says the past won't leave "with the grace of living things", meaning it refuses to fade the way a flower does. Regret is defined plainly: never forgetting, and always imagining the other lives that might have been. The repeated "to touch, briefly, your skin" returns at the end with a new weight: "for the last time." The mood is quiet, tender and mournful, a goodbye that the speaker can't quite finish.

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