The thoughts that follow… — Summary

wordsforghostsContemplative

Crossing the unfeeling surface of this ugly city, lost in broken reveries & the sophistry of melancholy without origin,

thought begins to blend into visceral abstraction:

the nausea of a simple creature wanting only to know why it knows it must suffer.

Wouldn’t it be better not to think at all, to be

innocent & free

from the thoughts that follow the hollow feeling that everything

is meaningless?

…but meaning is a concept,

one of thought’s many children, so without thought there would be no concept of meaning to be lost…

through a clumsy succession of steps I try to accept that the words bring this suffering & yet are the only source of my salvation:

no affirmation without negation;

nothing is something, & something is nothing

without opposition…

this is what brings me back to a fleeting consolation, my one broken prize; a thought that isn’t mine:

the tree is really rooted in the sky*; it is the light falling continually from above that provides the energy needed to defy gravity,

by finding it’s way upwards while sending roots deep into the earth.

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A speaker walks through a city that feels cold and ugly, caught in a sadness with no clear cause. The mind keeps turning over the question of why we suffer, and the speaker wishes they could stop thinking altogether and be "innocent & free." Then comes a twist: meaning is itself a product of thought, so without thinking there would be nothing to lose in the first place. Words cause the pain, yet they are also the only way out. The speaker leans on the idea that opposites need each other, since affirmation can't exist without negation.

The poem ends on an image borrowed from someone else's thought: a tree rooted in the sky, drawing light from above to grow upward while its roots reach down into the earth. The mood moves from heavy and restless to quietly hopeful. The consolation is "fleeting" and "broken," but it is enough to steady the speaker.

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