What we cannot talk about… — Summary

wordsforghostsContemplative

Words as thoughts, as the libidinal urge of consciousness.

Words as the sound of thoughts that drown trying to escape the cave, through the mouth.

Words as inert, lifeless objects that become the conduit for what I want to believe:

that thought is feeling, & feeling has meaning beyond the context of this place where we must exist;

that we can learn to live in peace with the silence that speaks from beyond the symbol;

that brushing my fingers along your cheek down to your collarbone, without ever needing to speak,

you know what I'm trying to say…

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The speaker is thinking about how poorly language carries what we feel. The opening lines treat words as raw thought, even as a kind of desire, but the images quickly turn bleaker: thoughts "drown" trying to escape through the mouth, and the words that come out are "inert, lifeless objects." Words, in this view, are only a means of getting across something else.

That something else is what the speaker wants to believe: that feeling matters beyond our limited, everyday context, and that we can be at peace with a silence that "speaks from beyond the symbol." The poem then narrows to one small, physical moment, fingers moving from a cheek to a collarbone, with no speaking at all. The closing line, trailing off in ellipsis, is hopeful but uncertain. The mood is tender and quietly vulnerable, a longing to be understood without having to explain.

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