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Higher He pushed me up, I said HIGHER... He pushed me harder, I said HIGHER... I was up above And under my sight, He was gone...

My fright of heights, Won't let me down...

I'm afraid to fall in love again,

I'm fragile.

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The poem begins as a simple scene of being lifted up, like a child on a swing, and slowly turns into a story about love. The speaker asks for more, shouting "HIGHER" twice, and the person pushing obliges. But by the time the speaker is far above, the other person has vanished. The height that felt thrilling becomes lonely and frightening.

The second half makes the meaning clearer. The speaker's fear of heights "won't let me down," which suggests being stuck in a feeling they can't climb out of. Then comes the admission: "I'm afraid to fall in love again." Falling and height now mean the same thing. The capital letters show how eager the speaker once was, which makes the closing line, "I'm fragile," land quietly and honestly. The mood is wary and vulnerable, tinged with regret about wanting so much so fast, and the short, broken lines make the speaker sound guarded and a little shaken.

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