(In) Somnus — Summary

리나Dreamy

Sleep, a flighty temptress. How a yearn for her embrace! She often leaves my bed cold, Only stopping by to caress me with a featherlight touch, And to whisper an empty promise in my ear. Often I hear of how she comforts others and spends much time in their embrace. Then others reccomend pills I should take that would make her favor me once more. Sleep, thou art a whore. One that I miss with each passing day. Cold nights alone in the dark I spend remeniscing better days. Sleep, do you remember when we were young? When we couldn't stay away? You were always there for me To help me waste the day away. Sleep, alas it has been too long. I wish you wouldn't go astray. No matter how many times you leave me And tell me not to wait up I always stay awake Waiting for you to come home. Sleep, I miss you every day. Though I know our time has past. I know that you will stay away, and I know you won't come back.

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The speaker is dealing with insomnia, and they talk about it as if sleep were a lover who has drifted away. Sleep is a "flighty temptress" who shows up briefly, offers a light touch and an "empty promise," then disappears again. Meanwhile, other people seem to enjoy her company, and the advice to try pills feels like a clumsy way to win her back. The speaker's bitterness flashes out in the blunt line calling sleep a "whore," but it sits beside real longing.

Underneath the anger, the mood is lonely and tender. The speaker remembers being young, when sleep and the self "couldn't stay away" from each other, and now waits up like someone listening for a partner to come home. The ending is quiet and resigned. The speaker says they know sleep won't return, and the poem leaves us with the tired sadness of a relationship that has already ended, even though the waiting goes on.

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