Decade — Summary

Crack expanding.

Water still trickling.

Sirens wail from the abyss.

I follow the cry.

Mind vacant.

Mortality adrift.

Waiting for the key shift.

Run towards me.

Run from me.

Doubtless horizon.

Love in its infancy.

Indigo blue.

My first truth.

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Ridpath's poem reads like a series of short, broken thoughts, and that fragmented feel is part of its meaning. The speaker seems to be at a turning point. A crack is spreading, water is still trickling, and sirens call from somewhere deep and unseen. The speaker follows the sound without really thinking, with a blank mind and a sense of drifting, as if life itself is floating loose.

Then the mood shifts. "Run towards me. / Run from me" suggests a pull between wanting closeness and fearing it. The closing lines bring in "love in its infancy" and "my first truth," which hint that something tender and new is beginning, perhaps a first real understanding of love or of the self. Because the title is "Decade," it could point to a long stretch of time leading to this moment, though the poem doesn't say. The overall mood is uneasy but quietly hopeful: afraid, uncertain, and still moving forward toward the horizon.

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