Building a Better Bomb — Summary

“Wake up, dear. It’s time to go to school.” “Aw, I don’t wanna.” “But you have to, dear. You’re the teacher.”

The words are dead. The sentences came out stillborn, no doubt about that. The only lively passages are the plagiarized ones. The teacher looks at the clock. It’s only been ten minutes. He looks at the stack of essays. A disheveled tower of incompetence waiting to ruin his weekend, hundreds of pages scrawled with graffiti, tattooed with text. He looks at the students. Their bored boring faces remind him of how long he had to attend college just to babysit the future inmates of San Quentin. Babysitting body bags. Babysitting dust. He looks at the clock. It’s only been two minutes since the last time he looked. He looks at the students. Their spaded hands thrust upward like fascist salutes, anxious to ask him a question he has no interest in answering. He looks at the clock. Its hands are refusing to move. He looks at the students. Their blooming pimples and budding sources of shame awkwardly remind him of all the rites of passage he missed out on while struggling to maintain a 3.3 GPA in high school. He looks at the clock. It’s frowning 8:20 at him. He looks at the students, wondering if they can tell he has a hangover.

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The poem opens with a small joke: a voice urges someone to get up for school, and the reluctant sleeper turns out to be the teacher. From there, we're inside his head during one dragging class. He keeps looking at the clock, then at the students, then back at the clock, and the time barely moves.

What he feels is a mix of boredom, resentment and self-pity. He thinks his own words are "dead," the essays are a "tower of incompetence," and his students seem like future prisoners he's only babysitting. Raised hands look like fascist salutes, which shows how irritated he is. Even their pimples make him think of the teenage experiences he missed.

The mood is darkly comic and weary. The repeated "He looks at the clock" makes the minutes crawl, and the last line, the hangover, hints that some of his misery is his own doing. His contempt is harsh, but it also seems to cover his own sense of failure.

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