I Shall Not Go Again — Summary

Manan DasDreamy

In my dream I shall not go to that long balcony again...

You stood at the far end I desire to come near But distance gradually increased I saw end of your long cloth Flutter in the air... I saw air ruffle your hair... Keep your hand on a column you stood Like an astonishing statue... I saw...

Gradually I sank in darkness Gradually darkness devour you Sinking slowly I heard Sound of roaring of Dark Ocean...

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The speaker describes a dream in which someone stands at the far end of a long balcony. He wants to move closer, but the distance keeps growing instead. He can see small, vivid details: the end of a long cloth fluttering, wind ruffling her hair, a hand resting on a column. She looks like a statue, still and strangely beautiful, almost unreal.

The poem moves from longing to loss. As the speaker sinks into darkness, the darkness swallows the figure too, and he hears a dark ocean roaring. The opening line, where he says he will not go back to that balcony, suggests the dream hurts enough that he wants to avoid it, though the poem doesn't tell us who the person is. The mood is dreamlike, wistful and uneasy. The repeated "I saw..." feels like helpless watching, and the stretching distance makes the longing feel impossible to satisfy.

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