Anyway, This Is Certain — Summary

I have seen my life blowing backward like Utamaro’s wave to the turning point

from living to dying from dying to living. I stop and glance

from navel to organs of generation and back. And from the sea

to the landscape of the world, the world I must leave and leaving

leave to the children.

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The speaker stands at a moment of reckoning, seeing his whole life pulled backward like the great curling wave in Utamaro's image, as if time has reached a point where it can turn. Living and dying seem to run into each other, each one leading to the other. He pauses and looks over his own body, from navel to sex organs, a glance that takes in both where life begins and what keeps it going, and then moves out from the sea to the wider landscape of the world.

The poem ends on a quiet, steady note of acceptance. He knows he must leave the world, and the repeated "leave" makes the word feel like both an act and a legacy. What he leaves behind passes "to the children." The mood is reflective and calm rather than frightened, with a gentle sadness, but also a sense that life continues beyond him.

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