Merging into Traffic on the Freeway of Screams — Summary

how can you unlock the core of radiance when the shine just streams on by you? how can you pry open the rainbow’s spectrum?— when all the colors untwine and gyre in the desert dull dust devils? how can you inlay the jeweled light in the dead squid’s eyes? you know you can’t but you can’t stop trying anyway.

can you call out "Lazarus!"—and have a dead man walk out alive from his crypt? if once I had the scream to do it, I no longer have it today.

the individual screams merge into traffic in the great freeway of screams— there is no fast lane on the freeway of screams— all wails crawl at snail’s pace out of our mouths. we cannot bar them access to the breath that sounds when the gasping sob comes up from the depths of the sea of many swimming screams, the wails take off horizontally up the shriekway.

soon the screams will break the sound barrier and all that will be left will be a living mouth, open in the Emil Nolde oval model of a mouth in the silent scream

all the decibels in the world will never make up for—or drown out— the anguish of one death

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The speaker begins with a run of impossible tasks: catching radiance as it streams past, prying open a rainbow, setting light into the eyes of a dead squid. The conclusion is a weary one: you know you can't, but you keep trying anyway. Next comes the image of calling "Lazarus!" to raise the dead. The speaker admits that once they might have had a scream strong enough, but not anymore.

From there the poem turns its central image into a freeway where every individual scream joins a slow, endless crawl of other screams. Nobody gets a fast lane, and nobody can hold back the breath that carries a wail out. The speaker imagines the noise rising until it breaks the sound barrier, leaving only an open mouth, like the silent scream in Emil Nolde's oval-mouthed figure. The final lines state the point plainly: all the noise in the world can't cancel out or match the anguish of a single death.

The mood is grief mixed with exhaustion and stubborn persistence.

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