Who Cares — Summary

Because you didn’t come I drank alone and killed several black ants thinking about you and my own nightly nemesis TV no solace nor the standup comedy sensex fell further who cares for me or the spark you thought I had but who cares

Show the whole poemHide the poem

Learn Poems app

Try the Learn Poems app

Everything from the website trainer, and more: new exercises, voice recording and sharing, reminders, quick review.

A man waits for someone who never shows up, and the poem follows the empty evening that results. The speaker drinks by himself, kills a few black ants for no clear reason, and keeps thinking about the absent person. Nothing helps. Television doesn't comfort him, the standup comedy isn't funny, and even the falling stock market, which he seems to check out of habit, only adds to the gloom.

What the speaker feels is a mix of loneliness, restlessness and self-pity. The small, almost petty act of killing ants suggests frustration with nowhere to go. The repeated "who cares" at the end sounds like a shrug, but it's really a plea: he does care, and he wishes someone did too. The "spark" he mentions hints that the other person once saw something special in him, and he now doubts it survives. The mood is flat, bitter and quietly sad, with the loose, unpunctuated lines mimicking a mind drifting through a long night.

Read also

More by Ram Krishna Singh

All poems
ContemplativeRam Krishna Singh

Arriving Early

While they talk about love affairs and shariat and his wife murmurs about arriving early
ContemplativeRam Krishna Singh

Death

Without living life lost in existing no use rationalizing re-incarnation
AnxiousRam Krishna Singh

Overload

Goes awry the electrical circuit in the brain cells in my drugged sleep