It's hurting.
When she's sitting between us,
It's like we're strangers.
When she's touching your skin,
It's like you're in love with her.
When she's stroking your hair,
It's like she belongs to you.
When you talk about her,
You're smiling the whole time,
Like you can't think of anything else.
When she talks about you,
It sounds like,
You deserve someone better than me.
And when I tell you,
There's this happy smile on your face.
It's hurting so much.
When I see you walking by
With your own little lamp
To see forward
While I stay behind
Trying to find you in the blindness
With the lyrics you made
When it only took one breath
To say you didn't feel the same
The path faded
The outline still there to guide me to nothing
But I follow it anyway
As I see the lamps light
Shining bright
All through the night
When I wake up it's gone
With the dark candle in my hand
If i were to kill myself
Dont be sad
theres nothing anyone could do
Its just how it ends
Because whats a life
If its without you
I dont want you to feel obligated to be with me
So from now on
Nothing against you
Like you said
How i feel is just how i feel
Love
Its a flower
So pretty
So calming
But like every flower
If you dont work to keep it healthy
it will die
With it comes work
If you cant keep it alive
Then why believe you deserve it
Do you really deserve it?
I chose you
You chose me
We chose each-other..
Look at all our memories
Now tell me how is it
That you can give up so easily
I long for the touch of your lips
I long for the slightest touch
I long for those strong arms
I long for the day you return my feelings
I long for the name of mine to be called by your lips
I long for the time to stay still for us
I long for the presence that I love
I long for the eyes to stare back at me
I long for the voice I want to hear
I long for you...
My head is crowded with suspicious untrue tales
And I am having trouble finding all the lies,
The abysmally great day when you heard my cries,
The wondrous moment you first gave me loving eyes.
Did we ever really exchange honeyed whispers?
Did I take you out at night to go see the stars?
I'm so ridiculous I should go behind bars,
Did I ever think you'd accept people from Mars?
I look into the past to see many years lost
As I drowned myself in satisfying daydream,
Did I allow myself to be seized by the stream,
And is my self-fed lie just bursting at a seam?
I was so insanely in love, or so I thought,
All I ever did was obsessively observe,
Hoping that one day, a real love story would hatch,
cherry lipstick sweet
month of April,you do not know the
strength of kiss
you have not grown in to
the month of Mae
:few dayflowers and young before summer’s
warmish nightish sunsets
I taste you with fingers,with eyes
and lips
my pink castles meet yours
and we fall in Spring,love finally understands us;
with strawberry licks and re
freshing orangepurple delight
your tongue sings a duet with mine
and the sky kisses our heads
dandelions in our hair,buttercups tucked behind your ear
It was dark and cloudy, cold
but a weak light,
a candle in a rusty white lantern,
was dancing silently.
A rusty table, in the middle
of the garden, where we sat to talk.
Memories of being warmed up
by a fireplace.
Looking up, the sky was black,
not completely, the city lights
looked like muted fireworks.
The stars were not there.
We saw you there, Jupiter
the only little star coming to us.
Your crossed-eyed look hit us
in the deep.
I want to hold your hand,
As we fall apart...
Disintegrating...
Disanimating...
I want to hold you,
Together...
While we burn in the sun...
I'm sorry I'm always so sad
But who could love me?
I'm just a girl
Who loved a boy
Who didn't
Love himself