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Dave Bonta
with my stomach I have met
mole-like most of the world
and I am full better than full
of meat and visions
but I am not satisfied with
the method used
this again and again being hungry
taking pills
I take a pill for a wife
a pretty lady made of loss and ash
what a fable this is
getting her out of the way to drink
O door without a house
door gone like a pill
Is it or isn’t it?
The sugar pill isn’t saying.
The line that bisects it
was intentionally left blank.
It’s a go sign, perhaps,
or a one-bead rosary.
Its zero gives birth
to all other numbers.
Since opposites attract within
bounds of reason & good breeding,
it must be in love
with a salt tablet.
It can be anything
the salt wants,
including another condiment
that cures vagueness.
I was always so afraid to
Walk around that corner
Many mornings I would stand in
The living room, trembling near the
Couch as the heat from
The sun slashed through the bay window
And crept slowly up my back
It seems I never felt anything
Except for the heat on my back,
Regardless of where I went
But if I stood too long, I knew you
Would find me, and if I snuck back
To my room, I knew you would find me
If I hid, you would find me
If I told, you would find me
And so I would walk into the kitchen
I wake up back aching from soft bed Pat
gone to class Ron to work (I
never heard a sound) its my birthday. I put on
birthday pants birthday shirt go to ADAM'S buy a
pepsi for breakfast come home drink it take a
pill I'm high. I do three Greek lessons
to make up for cutting class. I read birthday book
(from Joe) on Juan Gris real name Jose Victoriano
Gonzales stop in the middle read all
my poems gloat a little over new ballad quickly skip old
sonnets imitations of Shakespeare. Back to books. I read
poems by Auden Spenser Pound Stevens and Frank O Hara. I hate
books.
I wonder if Jan or Helen or Babe
ever think about me. I wonder if Dave Bearden still
dislikes me. I wonder if people talk about me
Every day she makes her way
from her place to mine, and
every day she has her say
to everyone standing in line
as I am patiently waiting, and
watching the reflection off her hair
that tears the rust off my heart.
Every day she hands out meds,
this Florence Nightingale of Jail
and every day I wait my turn
to see her lips part Giaconda smile
at not seeing me for a while,
says my name a little differently,
touches my hand a little longer,
drops the pill on my skin, and
breathes a deep friendly breath,