I had an oyster busy as a rose,
a pleasant room bigger
than a broke-open safe:
a great large book.
I bade adieu to a rose,
gave paper to a paper,
drank farewell and drank to one
that would have a place at sea—a seal
who had a great desire to go to sea—
and I went home and sat there
talking old, playing old
till it was time to go lay
in a fine urn.
A rose told my thoughts
and I took to drink,
dined with my troubles—
the money horse,
the rose that brought
a slow hell home.
for days I have thought
how to get money
to borrow money
son of my money
a rose is a rogue
for money
words dissolve into mist and I must
pay money to eat
get money
a rogue as unquiet
as a rose
never a book read
in never a church
the mind I found
in my mind
This noise of never
a violent rose by the door.
I am hurt with looking.
I hope to die in place like a better mouth.
I consider the rosebush cruel
and the rose frightening
as a ship in the Navy.
I am ashamed
of the timber in a book.
I think up a God
and it makes my head
into a well of ice.
Bed and rose,
wine, fire, candle, soap
and many other things…
Time and trouble
give me rain and a hat
and I am
a sad king.
in the rose I buy for my wife—
her free mouth
everything forks and branches
you can’t get there from here
unless you go sideways first
like a knight in chess
or a long-tailed weasel
hunting in the stiltgrass
you must run out
of luck or lumber
get saved by a discount preacher
behind the barbecue shack
lose an argument
with the moss
wonder what horrors
lie hidden beneath your feet
wrapped in duct tape
sealed in mason jars
fire is my flag
if nothing matters
there being nothing
to follow as much as
this necessary rose
what hands
open with more
unparticular generousness
I was land-hungry in my youth.
In the summer I turned soil
and in winter hoped for snow—
a Platonic kind of field,
rich in solitude as any desert
and as free of weeds,
the leafless rose in the yard
alone with its snarl
of barbed canes.