I drank to her sun
and to her body of water
me in my dirt and my rot
my wandering and my idleness
not yet declared by the doctors
to be past recovery
it was little yet
and bad to make a show
about the illness
we eat anything
a trout a sandwich
all the stolen words
like unborn water
press on the drum
of my big belly
where I begin to hear
a new dark voice
night pretty as a burnt church
beyond all oratory
preaches like Ecclesiastes
the days of darkness shall be many
all that cometh is vanity
and I take water
and a bitter little sin to bed
Woken by thirst & a hot gaze
from the mouth of the shelter: sun,
or mother dangling some new,
wet chew-toy for her grown kitten?
The dream visions slink
back behind the rocks, where
it’s always night. Yellow eye,
help me look for a drink under
these shelves of angled light.
Water has no scent of its own.
After dark, it’s simple to track it
by its purr: every large ravine
has a throat, a pulsing vein.
Its surface trembles, the loveliest of pelts.
But sometimes too there’s water
on top of the mountain,
whitewater
I ache to sing without song
that music of anger
our water grew better by night
thin and harmlessly sad
my book on mortality hit back
I was living in the dangerous part of town
I bled hope to ease myself
like a bed full of guns
out on the water
rain is no making of a field
but a great kindness
when I die
who will offer any advice
what will be the question
over all the mills
a white haze
is this holy water
this form of plague
in a pit I sit and think
backward as water
how they measure and take
a counterfeit pleasure
how all nature
is not quite conquered yet
how music and women
give us being
alder
at the water
down where I had not been
since the place has grown natural
a bit of rainbow
maimed as a dead leg
waiting I am one
with the small sum of a heart
the ash of a warrant
the no one there of water
the sleep of a dead child
a lock torments me
unable to give
more than ash
where ash is ordinary as water
and infinite as hope
this lying sea