and she's already talking to someone else pretty and funny and full of witty conversation they're just phone calls and text messages but every ring sends an ache in my heart a jolt down my spine i can feel it looming just over the horizon the inevitable distancing as i'm once again left behind for a shiny new toy
my sister can't look at me without flinching because the little girl was never saved from the torment despite my pleading promises.
they stripped me of everything so now i can't help but pull the strings of others
it started down at his feet licking his toes with just bearable heat but then it crawled up and up and up singeing his hair and scarring his lips a raging inferno he couldn't predict
what happened? where did this come from? how did it start? who?
but all his answers are screams tainted in ashes
i terrify myself but there is no escape
my heels dig into the dirt elbow up, eyes ahead watch her hands count the wind-up first, second, third, then home first, second, third, then home is all i have to go breathe play through the pain run even as her fastball hits you in the gut and you trip along the bases and bruise your ribs dodging a tag out
wince and you're benched fail and you're done freeze and the crowd of eyes watching will all know what you've been told before
useless pathetic weak no good ride-along
eyes glued to the ground throats cleared and smiles stretched thin they count the patterned tiles one-by-one two-by-two as if the answer will fix my problems
one day people will step back to look at me and realize that everything they thought they knew were handcrafted lies
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