I saw a world tonight,
Stars tingling in my brain.
Let my fingers burn away,
Let me leave this world unstained...
I saw a life today,
A life made out of hate.
No hands lost,
Hands made out of clay to degrade.
I wish I could see what you see, even if I know it hurts.
I wish I could see what I see, even if I know I can't.
I wish I could see what she sees, even if I know I shouldn't.
I wish I could see what they see, even if it is a slaughterhouse.
Alone,
Stands the wanderer.
Sand,
Lonely eyeball company.
Stone,
Should've followed her.
Land,
Should not become the enemy.
But there she sleeps,
Deep beneath.
Not six feet,
Just underneath.
And not ground,
Just glass.
With no wounds,
Just the lack of a past.
She can hear the screams
everywhere she turns,
they pound into her head
until she can't
take it anymore.
Lying there at night
she can't help but cry
all those wasted years
are quickly passing her by.
Silence is not broken
From those who wish to speak
She keeps a smile on her face
To pretend that
she is not weak
As the dam slowly fills
All these thoughts
I don't want to die or kill myself , I just want to disappear until I feel okay again.
No one listened
So I gave up.
I just sat there in
Silence....
I'm sorry I'm always so sad
But who could love me?
And suddenly
nothing even mattered
anymore.
All I wanted was
to sleep forever.
I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is
to act okay and always be
strong when in reality
you're close to
the edge.
I'll be fine.
I won't die.
I'll just hurt a lot.
I don't feel anymore.
I used to be sad,
but now I'm just
numb.
I'm just a girl
Who loved a boy
Who didn't
Love himself
As black clouds cover the sky.
rain comes poring down.
Winds come storming up.
People running home taking shelter for the storm,
Meaning the beautiful day is over.
Soon the storm passes,
the sun can be seen though the clouds.
The rain is gone.
The wind is shallow.
People can be seen.
But where are you?
And the rain drops once again.