I know you never wanted me
I know you never cared about me
I know you never loved me
But why do I miss you like I do?
Sleepless nights I lay in bed,
Not wanting to close my eyes,
just to see you there in the blackness of my dreams.
Sure I can delete,
your number,
your photos,
your texts.
But how do I delete
Your face?
Your voice?
And our memories?
So I can sleep a sleepless night,
without seeing you.
A broken leg takes 5-7 weeks to heal.
A broken arm takes 7-12 weeks to heal.
But how long does a broken heart take to heal?
Eight letters,
Three words,
One regret,
I miss you
I see tears
running down
your wrists
I see trees standing tall
Just to fall
But that's what
I see
you not
what you see
I can't cry
I can't speak I with strangers
I can't love the person I love
I can't rememberthe dreams I dreamed
I have no Quest in life
I have no future perspective
That went a
long time ago
But what
I have is pain
That I overcome
And the losses
I have overcome
And I know it might get better one day
And I know it will get better for all of us one day
I sit alone
listening to the music
And the pain in my heart
the music keeps playing
the pain is keeps going
When a disk is scratched
then it wouldn't
play the same
If my heart is scratched,
will it ever be the same?
In the wreckage,
of this world.
It's just you and me
In the wreckage
of this world.
You are holding me here
And if if nothing holds you
Then I'll be here for you
In the wreckage
of this world
I love you
But do you love me
In the wreckage
of this world
I go because I'm hurting you
In the wreckage
I feel nothing
I feel nothing
I feel nothing
I feel pain
I feel pain
I feel pain
Am I nothing
Or
am I just pain.
I ask for you to help,
But you laugh.
And I feel lost.
I whisper for you to help,
But you continues to walk away.
And I cry.
I beg you to help
But You call me a disgrace,
For wasting your time
And I am dead.
I'll never forget,
the walk we had,
that white Christmas.
And Your Snow White hair,
Your cold but welcoming hands.
But our love,
was not forever.
The warmth of our love
Melted you away.
I bleed for you,
But you don't for me.
I cry for you,
But you don't for me.
I smile for you,
But you don't for me.
I die for you.
You killed me.