if i did something differently
would she still have done it
take all those pills
to numb her pain
if i was there for her
like i promised
would she be happy today.
i don't know.
maybe if i stayed you would eventually run away
maybe if i left you would let me go
cause you are tired of all the games i play
but i ask for you to play along
i believe your heart will eventually learn
that i might be the one
love is not meant to be forced
but if i have to leave
then remember this
your soul was never easy to touch
your heart was never a game to play
your smile brought chills to winter
but your love was warm
like a burning fire
my love i shall leave knowing
that you will be happy on your own
really wanted to type 'i miss you' but its not my place anymore you're missing someone else now
you were there on the good days
you were there on the bad daysyou were there to make me laugh
you were there to make me crynow you are just someone who was there.
i love him immensely but he thought i am too young and naive to think like that...it was his fault he made me fall for him, so damn hard...i thought i was fighting for love but he was fighting for friendship.
he promised me forever
he promised me he was going to catch me
he promised me love
and i fell for it,i wanted him to be everything he wants to be and happy so i let him go for real this time...
he looked at me from a distance
i didn't really notice
but i could feel his gaze
he walked away
i let him
when he came back
i was already lost
in someone else
it wasn't fair
but im tired of this
something that was too good to be true
something that gave me life
but left me lifeless
so now his gone again
but this time for good.
I feel the emptiness in my stomach as I watch you leave
I know you're gone and you will be gone for a long time
All I can think about is
Why did you leave?
What did I do wrong?
Hold on
We will make it
I got you
The lies of a boy who stole my heart
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry for making you happy
I'm sorry for telling you I love you
I'm sorry for falling in love with you
I'm sorry for the tears I cried
I'm sorry
Pieces you left my heart
Now you come back and try glue it together
Regret was I never thought of even when you left me alone
Pain was all I felt when I was alone
Happiness was there but only hiding behind the pain
SMILE....
I tell myself to smile everyday knowing that the pain is deep within
I tell myself to smile because I know that no one will care about my pain
I tell myself to smile because its not worth crying