The golden leaves of October fall
They fall like the passion for something once dear
They drift slowly away like the happiness draining from the heart.
My tears drip like ice cream from the cone,
As I sit here all alone,
I watch the children play in sand,
Wishing I was there again,
Playing, carefree with nothing to restrain me,
But now I sit here watching,
That's all I ever seem to do,
Watch the world drift by my eyes,
Yet I still feel content inside.
There is a woman who's up tonight
not because she wants to be but,
because she made a choice she can't reverse now
On this sleepless night the brief moments you shared
play through her mind
As these blissful snapshots ignite a flame
deep within her soul she asks silently
Do you think of me?
The truth is she thinks of you and
wonders how you are, every chance she gets
Just once she'd like to read a, "Good Morning Beautiful text
like she use to not so long ago
Her heart can't keep beating in a rhythm that seems to be asking
Do you think of me?
If you're not thinking of her like you say you have been
please be the gentleman she believes you are and
When she fell in love it felt as if the lovebird that lives within her heart had been awaken
Making her give him a hundred percent of
the love she had to give
She could’ve flown to heaven or beyond
If that’s where they wanted to be
With a few exceptions in the past
that’s where she thought they resided
Now it seems their story has come to a sad end
their broken dreams unrealized
Her only wish for the man she’ll always love is that
he find the love he’s looking for
As for her she hopes the lovebird will
Again take flight one day and
her broken heart will heal leaving only
their happiest memories behind
What I never told you
Lats I knew you were dying,
And all I could do was cry, and wish that I could be there in the same room as you
I keep screaming don't leave me
I want you to say
I just never told you how munch I loved you
I used to joke with you,
text you every day,
Tell you I live you every night
You'd make me go to sleep
You'd hold me even when I was happy
You never juged me
You never left
I adored you
And I miss it all
Internet got scares
"I wish you could understand
why I am,
the way I am.
I wish you could understand,
why I think too much.
why I hate wednesdays.
why mornings are difficult and nights are not.
why I prefer the moon over the sun.
and why I don’t love myself,
as much as you love me.
I just wish you could understand me.
but you don’t.
and that’s fine.
because I don’t understand me,
either.."
I wish you could understand,
When I first saw you, I knew how it would end.
Dark and painful, full of regret.
But now that it has, I wonder to myself,
What would it be if we had never met?
No hour long phone calls,
No silly fights.
No awkward silences,
No late nights.
No laughter,
No sunshine,
No jokes,
No time.
But now it's all over,
End of the line.
In every room of our time together there is a box
Of memories we shared.
Now is the time to pack away
With sadness and with care.
The first is a simple smile,
Whenever I thought of you.
Neatly folded into four,
It's the best that I could do.
Next are all the memories
Of the times when we were two,
Wrapped with love one by one,
Sealed with tears as glue.
And then there are the butterflies
I had when you were near
Now in a cage of sadness
And locked up with a tear.
I glare upon trees and leaves because they simply fall and grow back again, but my heart fell for you and it smashed to pieces...
I could walk over thousands of miles just to try to escape the pain that is overflowing deep inside. It never works, it stays...
All the souls are lost to the empty fishbowl and are alone, swimming in circular motions, awaiting someone to help them back to the ocean's blue world...
She felt too blue to see red but red is what left her as she wished she could cry all her blues away...