Save Me.
I'm drowning in the waves of the sea.
I'm crying.
But nobody cares that I'm dying.
I'm screaming.
But everyone ignores me.
I'm drowning.
Down my life is counting.
I'm trapped inside myself so I can't swim to shore.
Please throw me a rope: that's what friends are for.
Another wave, another wave, and just like that I'm gone.
It's not like you cared all along.
And just like that I'm gone at sea.
Why didn't you save me?
Although you won't be mine
You shall always be in my heart
Even though they'll have you in their arms
You've always been my baby brother from the start
I see the haunted look behind your eyes,
Remembered how you were supposed to be mine.
I didn't expect to see your photo today.
Even though I yearned for you, there was nothing I do or say,
To let me have you Luke, cherished brother of mine.
Even though you are oceans away, I always thought we were two of a kind.
I remember how I cherished those photographs of you,
To adopt you Lucas, there was nothing we wouldn't do.
It all fell apart one day,
And all of your photographs were hushed away,
As if they had never existed in the first place.
I've spent my life sailing the Seven Seas:
I live and breathe adventure's call.
But I've never seen anyone other than me:
Is there anyone out there at all?
Another fight, another tear,
Another voice, another fear.
Another conflict, another year.
How our love goes around and around
Until that day when you were never found.
When I think of you, the pain never seems to subside-
Until I think of what you did to me and why I had to say goodbye.
Hoping the things that can change
And create my life with new things
I hope it can happen one day
I'm still hoping ...
But everything is stable
Nothing is happening
My age is older
My body is bigger
And my hope is weaker
where it would've happened,
the winds breeze by like honking cars at congestion.
sitting on the seasoned wood,
eyes sparkling as the tides lower.
the touch to the skin reminisce the voice that accompanies.
alone in the place that was once us two,
alone at the place we always go to.
we could no longer be in a relationship
you didn't want what I wanted
we agreed on sort of friendship
yet we both were brokenhearted
you didn't want to be hold close and tight
you wanted to escape my arms
still I won't forget the way you shined bright
although it wasn't always by my charms
I thought you were the one
the one to save me from eruption
funny how I was the one
I chose to save from self destruction
I tried to buy you and impress
and love shouldn't be about that
I was just afraid you'd lose your interest
and I wasn't ready for that
pretty occupied has been my mind lately
those thoughs inside my head were plenty
why I was so mad I remember vaguely
yet I still felt like I was empty
you could say I was complicated
one day you would know
how easily I could get irritated
and how deeply I could sink low
what was the point of trying
why was I so determined to stay
saying I don't love you would be lying
and for me to do that there was no way
I happen to be the thing I despise
sadly I'm the one I hate the most
maybe sometime I'll let myself rise
and hopefully one day I'll reach the coast
I saw your interest in me slowly fading
your silence was too loud to overhear it
my heart was tired of waiting
but there was nothing I could do about it
you used to see me
what happened?
" we just don't know how to talk to each other "
and just like that, I was blackened
it's sad, cause once upon a time
you promised me the stars
now I'm left with nothing
but my invisible scars
my eyes got used to not seeing your face
although my heart never seemed to get through your unforgettable maze
it's hard getting over someone
you used to couldn't stop thinking about
sure, deleting the texts, them from your life would've worked, I had no doubt
but the taste of their spirit wouldn't fade
they'd still be here, but you'd never be their soulmate
the thing about moving on?
you've gotta let go of the thoughts you've been holding on
they say: what eye don't see, mind don't crave
I would choose you again
knowing I'd never be safe
He was so close yet so far away
And now an ocean stands
Between him and his friends
He built mighty walls around himself
That protected him from even his family
Now he sits along crying
But know one knows
And know one can help him