One little line.
That's how it starts
You took the bait
And now you can't stop
Two little lines
You have to test it one last time
You might get drawn in
But it might be worth trying
Three little lines?
It's too late now
You're hooked on it
Now numb to the feeling
Ten little lines
At least you made it even
It's too late to save you
Now the lines will start to deepen
these words aren't enough
i hope it hurts to read them
they hurt me to write
everything hurts
my teeth
my legs
my neck
my back
everything hurts
my body
my mind
my heart
my soul
everything hurts
the sights
the sounds
the thoughts
the feelings
everything hurts
Walking with you to your place
I can barely keep my legs straight
Everything seems so hazy
Except for you and your face
Make back to your bed
Everything's spinning in my head
Only thing that I see
Is you climbing on top of me
"Stop, this isn't right", I protest when you kiss
I want my first time to be special, not a memory I'll miss
"Baby you're mine for the night", you say.
Before continuing the plans you've made
This is wrong but feels so right
This is wrong but feels so right
Maybe if I let it happen it'll be alright
Enjoy your body for the night
You know I'd never lie to you
And to tell the truth
There was a time where I'd die for you
But now I'm dead
With nothing to do
I was nothing but a tool for your amusement
Your wants and needs
And once I outlived my usefulness
You threw me away, and found another to use
So bury me with your memories
Like your childhood toys and houses on trees
You know I never lied to you
But now I'm dead, and soon you will be too
My soul wanders these streets
My spirit flies above my town
While my heart lies six feet underground
How can someone
Who put your broken pieces back together
Tear them back apart?
Someone who knew you
Inside and out
And thought you were a work of art.
How can someone
Who put your broken pieces back together
Tear them back apart?
Someone who supported you
Eve though the choices you made
May not have been smart.
Someone who knew your monsters
Just as well as you
But still cared with all their heart.
How can someone
I barely knew her
Yet, I still cried.
Why?
She was important.
Daughter,
Sister,
Mother.
And much more.
I wept for a child last night
A child I don't even know
I heard him scream:
"No, please! Why do you do this to me!"
And I could do nothing to help
I could only listen.
People keep asking,
"How are you?"
I can't say that I'm good.
I can't say that I'm fine.
All I can say is:
"I'm alright."
Somebody once told me
That's what you should say
When you're not okay.
It wasn't just a fling
He gave me the ring
Together for four years
Then it all just disappears...
everything I find comfort, peace in
leaves.
maybe if I started finding peace and comfort in lonely nights, broken hearts and sad smiles
just maybe,
maybe they will leave me too.
He stared into the dark sky with his empty eyes.
All light gone.
The sparkling, shallow water pooled around his naked, delicate feet, which were now adorned with permanent scars.
The scars were jewels he had been gifted on his birthday.
He didn't ask for them.
The scars weren't the only thing he was gifted with.
He was gifted with loneliness.
The sea had stolen his parents.
"Even if you touch my feet a thousand times, I won't forgive you for taking my parents" Those were the words he wanted to scream but he couldn't, for the ocean had taken more than his parents from him.
It had stolen his voice.