Those who hurt you,
Might change into better people.
What's saddening is,
You will see the change
You wished to experience.
I shouted for help,
And they did heard me
Yet they didn't listen.
I met an interesting person.
He's sad for no one seems interested
To be his lover.
The breeze whispered your secrets.
I heard it; all of them.
Even so, I could do nothing
To save you.
You gave birth to an empty book
Before yours reached its epilogue.
How I wish you could've read even but a chapter,
How I wish.
I received what I wanted;
Still, I am unhappy
And even if I got
all the love on earth,
My thoughts wouldn't
make me smile.
I felt a pang of guilt,
But I can't stop—
No, I don't want to.
I ran out of gasoline
From setting my life on fire,
And I watched it all burn.
If pillows could speak,
would you listen
As they reveal the untold pain
behind every smile,
and the agony
of the silent night?
She rarely comes out,
and she thinks it's always too loud.
Her hair is greasy,
and the smile is creepy.
Her hugs don't hurt,
her arms just go through my shirt.
I think she's a ghost,
but telling her would be cruel.
So i just keep silent and hug her soul.
You wish you had bundled up
As you walk the cold desolate road
The wind that once seemed gentle
Now cuts across your face
Taken over by bitterness and despair
Your mind views everything an enemy
Even yourself... you are your friend and foe alone
Deep inside that broken soul of yours
You crave for one to love you
But you, who has worn that mask for so long,
Seem to have lost that vulnerability in you
Having lost faith in what you think is an illusion of protection
You no longer trust anyone to understand you
Day in day out, you make friends and enemies
You hunt for love, making and breaking relations
Jealousy comes easy, you are constantly insecure
Stop lying to yourself
You're not alright
At the end of the tunnel
Shine no light
It gets even worse in the middle of the night
When your brain gives no remorse
Stop lying to yourself
And go get some help
Your head will end up devouring itself
You must get out
Escape from a prison you built
Escape from this guilt