I want to gently fall apart
In that soft and delicate fashion
That slowly-cooked,
Tender meat does
At the slightest touch
I long for warmth.
Maybe I don't want
To fall apart at a touch.
But perhaps I shall,
The fat melting
And muscle softening
Soft and supple.
A fine delicacy
For your heart.
Perhaps,
We'd be a
I miss your warmth
I miss the way your
Skin brushes against my arms.
My chin resting in the crook of your neck
As I rest against you.
We delicately sway
In the breeze
Until the bell rings
And lunch break ends.
Lips shine like
Glazed china
Her touch is as
Delicate as lace lingerie
And as
Intoxicating
As burning vodka.
Legs
like braided hair
Gasping,
like trout
Upon the shore
Doorbells ringing
Violets blooming
Stains on the silk
Sheets
Baby, I'm phosphophyllite to you
You only think I'm pretty when I break.
The tears running down my face are your nectar.
I'm the geode and you're the hammer
You break me apart and admire your own strength.
Baby, you can cleave me apart and
I'll cleave myself together.
So if you'll need to be cruel,
Do it to me.
I can put myself back together
No matter how many times I break
Apart for you
Wake up in the morning.
Softly sift through my hair.
Wipe our tears off our faces—
It'll be okay
Clean up all our gashes
Rinse them thoroughly and
I'll have you dress mine.
We'll water the houseplants
And treat them with care.
You'll wash my back—
Pick out all of the glass
From the window that I fell from,
Into your arms.
You fell over, I'll
Clean your blood from the table
And the carpet and the counter and
Love is a beautiful thing
Oh, to fall in love
Such a beautiful thing
Such a beautiful feeling
A feeling I've never felt
A feeling I wish I've felt
A feeling I need to feel
A feeling I want
And I'm sad and scared
Shouldn't I have fell in love?
Shouldn't I have, at least once?
And should I feel this?
Maybe it's too soon
Maybe I want it too much
Or maybe it's not
Maybe I'm the issue
Shivers do down my spine
Just thinking about it
It reflects something
Just maybe not what I want
But I liked the shivers
At least that time you kissed me
At least that day
And I hated that I liked them
And here was I
Having to draw someone
And dreaming of drawing you
Of representing your beauty
And there I found myself
Dreaming of how you would like me
Dreaming of you adoring my imperfections
Dreaming of you treating me like a princess
And at that time was I
Imagining you look at me run
Imagining you dreaming of me
Wanting you to come to me
And even when I didn't want to
Suddenly the songs were for you
Suddenly I was writing for you
But I know damn well I'm not in love
And suddenly I found me in here
Wishing you were thinking of me
Or at the very least
Looking at me
I hate this feeling
Feeling of guilt
Guilt for crushing
Crushing on you
It's wrong
It's unexpected
It's confusing
It's unwanted
I feel like I shouldn't feel this
But for some reason I feel it
Perhaps because you were always nice
And I simp for nice guys
You were nice to me
Like you are to everyone
And you must have done something
Cause now I'm crushing
To miss someone
Or not miss them,
That is the question.
No matter how hard I try
I end up missing you
Every day, every night
I miss you smile
Your laugh
And the cute way you Lounge around
I miss the look in your eyes,
That sparkle that comes
When you play with your cats.
I miss the passion you have for your art.
Just sitting and watching you create new wonders.
I miss your kind heart.
I miss your drive to find wonder in this world.
I was too caught up in the dance,
That I almost missed my chance.
I nearly skipped a beat,
Trying to compete.
I know right now she is the one for you,
But if only my heart would believe it was true.