Machines — Summary

my memories hold machines the wall lighting up as a car cruised by our house and i was happy high up a buzzing plane in the hot empty blueness motors sputtering on lakes the long car journeys to the city school with car rugs the big orange busses leaning around corners or to the rolling hills those old ironing machines for sheets -

are machines romantic after all? I've wanted them to disappear dissolve to feel the good rough smells of earth unpaved for cars murderers of silence of green vibrant depths of healing life

but they are intertwined even in leaves and rivers in my longings merged and mellowed in what seemed almighty life fragile to steel which softens in nostalgia

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The speaker begins by listing memories, and nearly all of them involve machines: a car's headlights sliding across a bedroom wall, a plane buzzing overhead, motorboats on lakes, long drives to school, orange buses, even old ironing machines. These images feel warm and a little wistful, and the speaker admits, "I was happy."

Then comes a doubt. Are machines really romantic? The speaker confesses a wish for them to vanish, so the earth could stay unpaved, rough-smelling and quiet. Cars are called "murderers of silence," which is a sharp, angry phrase.

The ending softens that anger. Machines and nature turn out to be tangled together in the speaker's longings, "merged and mellowed." Steel, hard as it is, "softens in nostalgia." The mood is reflective and gently conflicted. The speaker can't cleanly reject what she criticizes, because it is bound up with the happiest parts of remembering.

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