lune — Summary

akchiisDreamy

today i admired the moon once again on my way home. it was a cloudless night, just as years ago, the same steps, the same path, the same old thing. however, that same luminous glow of the moon was much gentler, much more loving and soothing as compared to back then, its light no longer glaringly icy as if it could cut steel; but it was as warm as if it could melt the frost around my heart, encasing me in a past never forgotten, its unloving grasp pulling me in, sinking in, drowning.

my hands finally unravelling the red threads binding me to fears, insecurities, delusions, regret, guilt; as i raise my hand up one last time and remember,

the same scenery, the same path, the same words, the same actions, the same warmth in my heart, in my little old, worn out, yet resolute heart, and the same old me.

perhaps it will always lead me to you, no matter what form you take.

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The speaker walks home on a clear night, along the same path as years before, and notices the moon again. What has changed is how it feels. It once seemed icy and sharp, almost able to cut steel. Now its light is gentle and warm, enough to thaw the frost around the speaker's heart. Yet the warmth is double-edged: it also seems to pull the speaker back into a past that was never forgotten, a feeling close to drowning.

Then the poem turns. The speaker imagines unravelling red threads that bind them to fear, insecurity, regret and guilt, and raises a hand one last time. The repeated "same" suggests that the speaker is still the same tired but determined person. The ending is quietly tender: something, perhaps the moon or memory itself, will always lead the speaker back to "you," in whatever form. The mood is wistful, reflective and hopeful, with longing mixed in.

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