«If memory were only in the head…» — Summary

If memory were only in the head (do not sleep more than once with any one the body is a stupid red neck you try to reason bang! comes the fist down on the table the red neck sees red:


get me that body now! the body is a crabby baby that wants wants with a vengeance that body the baby thinks that body is the bottle the baby goes on a fast the baby says - i die on you you'll be sorry the body sulks you put a thousand miles between you & that body the body keeps on begging for that body you give the body a body you give it some fine body the body is cunning it wants not this body it repulses it but wants that body that body from back there the body has tantrums almost suffocates gasps It's embarrassing

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The poem begins with a wish: if memory lived only in the head, desire could be reasoned with. It doesn't, so the speaker turns the body into a series of characters: a stupid red neck that slams its fist on the table, then a crabby baby that sulks, goes on hunger strike, and threatens "i die on you." The baby mistakes one particular body for the bottle, the only thing that will feed it.

The speaker tries everything sensible: putting a thousand miles between them and the person, offering the body someone else. Nothing works. The body is cunning, rejecting the substitute and still craving "that body from back there." The tone is darkly comic, full of tantrums and bad temper, yet the gasping and near-suffocation at the end are real. The final line, "It's embarrassing," lands as a wry, defeated admission. The mood mixes exasperation, shame, and a longing the speaker can't argue away. The opening parenthesis is never closed, which fits: the thought won't finish tidily.

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