After

After so many attempts I still don't feel okay After so many heartbreaks I still try to piece myself back together. After so many tears I still pull myself up After so many days of living in such an exhausting life you just want to disappear. But you can't. After I met you, I wanted to try After I tried I still couldn't be okay So I tell myself you got this. I tell myself, pick yourself back up. Yet my body just lies there. After 16 years I'm finally done. Finally done wishing for more from my life. Finally done saying, after this we'll be okay After 16 years you've won. You've broke my spirit universe.