Remembrance

I remember almost every moment, but when I ask you, you just don't answer. I don't know how you cannot remember our first year together. But somehow you do, and that's really confusing. My heart shriveled up and died when I learnt, but it's nothing new to me. It's happened countless times before, what's one more time? I remember the first time we kissed, now I'm wondering if it even matters to you. I remember everything, big or small. But you can't even remember our best Christmas together. You who can usually remember everything, suddenly cannot remember one. The memories flash in to my head, like a wave during a flood. But now, they don't matter, if you cannot remember a single one. I have grown too strong, to break down and cry. I just sit here, with a straight look on my face. Neither a smile or frown, make it on my smooth crown. But then I remember, this is not the first time. I talk with others, I manage to smile a little. But when I pas over your name, I am reminded of the pain. I choose not to talk, it may be for the best. My heart has left me, maybe 'cause I cared too much. The one's who no longer care, once cared the most.