Do you know??

Do you know what it feels like?

To have death stalk your thoughts and follow you more than your own shadow? to have it haunt you as if everyday is halloween night? to be so close it that the smell stanches your skin? to have it mindfuck you every night? to not want to wake up and face reality head-one with nothing but duffel-bag eyes, a tired body and hopes of today being better than yesterday?

Do You?