Every stanza in Bremarie Gulfan's "Back to You" follows the same pattern: a line of anger, a memory, and then the same admission, "I know i'd go back to you." The speaker is trying to hate someone, and the repetition shows how badly it's working. Each time the anger comes up, it gets undercut by the line that follows.
The memories are scattered but vivid. There are words that come back, scars that haven't healed, a voice heard whenever the speaker sings, and promises that drifted away like clouds. The images of sand, ocean and dust suggest things slipping away or wearing down. One of the most striking lines is "I needed to loose you to love me," which hints that the loss taught the speaker some self-love, even though the pull remains.
The mood is weary and aching. It feels like a loop the speaker can't escape, and the final line, "When im blind," suggests that going back happens when judgment fails, not by choice.