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Reason, Why I kissed you Because Im scared that you leave me

Reason, I hold your hand Is because I'm scared to loose you

Reason, I hug you close Is because I'm scared you replace me

Reason, I call for you Is because I'm scared you'll never look at me

Reason, I cry for you, Is because I'm scared you'll never love me.

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The poem is built on a simple repeating pattern. Each stanza starts with the word "Reason" and then pairs a loving action with a fear: kissing, holding hands, hugging, calling out, crying. At first these actions seem like ordinary signs of affection, but the speaker says that fear, not confidence, is what drives each one.

What the speaker feels is a growing insecurity. The fears start small and practical: being left, being lost, being replaced. By the end they become something more painful: not being looked at, and not being loved. The final stanza, where the speaker cries, feels the most exposed, because it admits that the love may not be returned.

The repetition makes the mood anxious and a little desperate, like a worry that keeps circling back. The plain, simple wording adds to this. The speaker doesn't dress anything up, so the vulnerability feels honest. It's a poem about loving someone while being afraid of losing them.

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