Better Parents — Summary

I asked for life advice today- It's rare I ask for help- And it felt like I was given something I wanted: Someone to listen to me.

My siblings hardly listen; They hear and tone me out. The last time my dad listened to me He said he'd never accept my gender.

My mother acted like it was fine, But if it was she'd never show me that stupid post- A 'Why Gender Matters' post.

It was like a punch to the stomach, Both of them being transphobic. I came out at SIXTEEN- That's a hard time to be alive.

Cause I also had depression, And now I have dysphoria. Depression, ADHD, ADD. Body Dysmorphia.

Family is tough, Parents even worse, But online I can pick my own Which is why Wattpad is my hometown.

You didn't do much yet, Just called me 'sweetie' But it made me feel loved, Cause mom, dad, step mom- They don't do that.

"Hey!" 'Kid, doofus' I've been 'moron' too.

I'm getting better parents.

Show the whole poemHide the poem

Learn Poems app

Try the Learn Poems app

Everything from the website trainer, and more: new exercises, voice recording and sharing, reminders, quick review.

The speaker has just asked for advice, something they rarely do, and someone actually listened. That small act means a lot because home offers so little of it. Siblings tune them out, and their father, the last time he listened, said he would never accept their gender. Their mother pretends to be fine but sends a "Why Gender Matters" post. The speaker describes both reactions as a punch to the stomach, and lists depression, dysphoria, ADHD, ADD and body dysmorphia as other weights they carry.

The poem turns toward Wattpad, which the speaker calls their hometown, a place where they can choose their own family. An online figure has done little more than call them "sweetie," yet it makes the speaker feel loved in a way mom, dad and stepmom do not. The teasing names that follow, like "doofus" and "moron," read as affectionate banter. The mood is raw and hurt at first, then quietly hopeful, ending on a short, plain line: "I'm getting better parents."

Read also

More by Dalilahshigaraki

All poems
RomanticDalilahshigaraki

Thank You For Being Kind

I'm glad you didn't make a disgusted sound When she asked if we were dating, Cause that would have really broke my heart And I'm not sure I'd be able to talk to you if you did.
RomanticDalilahshigaraki

I'll Admit That I'm In Love

Do your eyes follow me The way mine follow you? I know sometimes you watch me, I don't really mind, you know.
RomanticDalilahshigaraki

If I Awoke Inside Your Body

If I awoke inside your body, I'd treat it with such care. I'd be so gentle with it, You'd never know I had been there.