Confession — Summary

So uh... You know how I said you were pretty? That was mostly to see how you'd react. And your reaction- Confused amusement- It made me happy.

Actually, that might just be you? You kinda make me happy. More happy than anyone else I've talked to.

I think it's because you never look a me like everyone else does- Like I'm just a bug that they wish would go away. And-as much as I dislike it (I'm used to it when I'm in trouble. Never anytime else)- You actually look me in the eye. My family doesn't even do that.

Or maybe it's how you don't make fun of me For all my questions. No, it's- I don't- I'm shit with words, okay? Hang on. Let me retry this.

Hey, Parker. I love your eyes, And your hair, And your voice, And how you admit to not being good at stuff, And how you choose to be quiet. And I love your peacefulness- How anyone with 4 siblings can be so calming, I don't know. I love it.

So yeah. I have a crush on you. You don't- You can- Oh my god. You don't have to talk to me if you don't want to. And uh.... Don't be mean about it, Kay? (Not that I think you will. I know you won't.)

I've like you ever since Ash pointed you out to me Two years ago. Take it how you will. See you tomorrow? Bye!

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Sorry, I'm Bad at This: a speaker stumbles through telling someone they have a crush on them. The poem reads like a spoken monologue, full of "uh," false starts, and broken sentences. The speaker begins by admitting that a compliment to Parker was partly a test, then slowly lets the real feeling through: Parker makes them happy.

What gives the poem its weight is the reason why. The speaker feels dismissed by most people, treated like "a bug" to be waved away, and even their family doesn't meet their eyes. Parker looks at them directly and doesn't mock their questions. When the speaker restarts and lists what they love, from Parker's eyes to their calm, quiet manner, the tenderness feels earned.

The mood is awkward, sweet, and a little vulnerable. The speaker asks only for kindness, then covers the fear with a cheerful "Bye!" It's funny and touching at once.

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