Stay in your place

I feel so little I feel so weak His words sting My cheeks feel hot, but my face is pale. My eyes are blurry I can not see My heart is beating as if a swarm of bees were attacking me I think that's why it stings My bones are brittle they're easy to break My head needs clearing I can't think. My hands are shaking I can't even write. It's loud in this room, people are yelling, people are screaming at me. Everyone is crying or maybe that's just the voices in my head, telling me that I need some sense He makes me feel so little I keep apologizing hoping that he understands I mean it. Hoping he will notice that I'm sorry. I don't know what I did wrong but I know a sorry it to come from me. Stay quiet Stay small Stay feeling as if you can't do anything in the world Shut up and hope for the best