Hourglass — Summary

I sit as stolidly as a column of cold ash, longing for a bell’s clapper, or the skin of a drum that shivers under the blows of a pair of brushes. I have held this shape too long, I tell myself. The fine teeth of my thoughts are through with falling.

Across the lawn, the French lilac still glows green against the gray trees as if summer could last forever – as if a craze of twigs were some disgrace, & not the soul’s own map – & I feel a sigh coming toward me from the edge of the world.

Grain by grain, the shadows are losing their firm outlines. The sun buries itself in a white sand sky.

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The speaker is stuck in a heavy, ashen stillness, and wants something to break it. They long for the sharp ring of a bell or the shiver of a drumskin, anything that would make them feel alive and moved. The title suggests why: the speaker feels like an hourglass whose sand has run down, with thoughts that are "through with falling."

Outside, a lilac still looks green against bare gray trees, as if summer might never end. The speaker seems to push back against that illusion, suggesting that the tangle of bare twigs is no disgrace but "the soul's own map." Winter, or age, becomes something to read rather than fear. A sigh seems to approach from the edge of the world, a quiet sense of something larger arriving.

The ending slows everything down. Shadows blur "grain by grain" and the sun sinks into a "white sand sky." The mood is hushed, weary and reflective, with a calm acceptance of time passing.

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