Tommorow — Summary

DillmanInspired

Will A will to live And a will to die Both of these take courage. And for long, without this was i. i feared life Almost as much as i feared, death.

Everyday a march Every hour Hoping, Searching For a charge, For a spark. i have highs and lows That come and go Distractions keep my mind away.

Until breathing was a chore of my day-to-day

My mind clouded With a million tomorrows The things i say, said, and will say. My memory drifts as my loaded corpse Sifts through the same activities as before. Muscle memory. Just hanging on To dread the same tomorrow as i did yesterday

The people They keep me here Awake, alive, well If they did not instill dread I would long be dead From the thunderous buzz of my head.

Was it them

Or was it me

Who forced me from my fears?

Maybe my own overactive thoughts?

Maybe a song?

For today I breath And tomorrow i will breath And for all my prior breaths, I shall say full heartedly I now only fear death

There's always promise of tomorrow. There is promise the air will fill my lungs There is promise of a connection To people The earth i wander on And myself. I no longer dread living Because the promise of tomorrow Keeps me in today.

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Dillman's "Tomorrow" follows a speaker who moves from a numb, exhausted state toward a fragile hope. At the start, living and dying both seem to demand courage, and the speaker admits to fearing life almost as much as death. Days become a march. Breathing turns into a chore, and the mind is crowded with worries about every tomorrow. The phrase "muscle memory" captures that robotic feeling of going through the motions while dreading the next day.

Then the poem shifts. The speaker credits the people around them for keeping them here, and wonders whether it was others, their own thoughts, or even a song that pulled them out of fear. The short, spaced-out lines ("Was it them / Or was it me") feel like real uncertainty. By the end, the mood is quiet and tentative but warm. Tomorrow stops being a threat and becomes a promise of air, connection, and a bond with oneself, and that promise keeps the speaker grounded in today.

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