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eli;.Anxious

what is this beautiful feeling that everyone always talks about? she asks herself in the dark.

no one answers of course. why would they?

she sits on the bed and thinks about it more as worry is taking over her. will she ever know? will she ever feel it? her classmates, friends, as they call themselfes, always talk about it.

how they found the one. how the girl in the class corner can't stop smiling because of him. how she found him.

she hears her classmates talking about their feelings once again. about what they feel about each and every one of the people they know.

but she, she's scared

scared to get hurt scared because she doesn't feel like she deserves it scared that she'll never find him, as everyone says; the one

love, it's scary for her but she'll find it eventually

right?

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A girl sits alone on her bed at night, wondering about something everyone else seems to understand: love. Her classmates talk about it constantly, about finding "the one" and smiling over a crush, but she has no answer to her own question, and the poem points out that nobody is there to give her one.

What she feels is a mix of worry, loneliness, and fear. She is afraid of being hurt, and she is afraid she doesn't deserve love at all. Hearing her friends chatter makes her feel left out, even though she is surrounded by them. The poem even hints at some distance by putting "friends" in a slightly doubtful tone.

The mood is quiet and uneasy, but not hopeless. The short, plain lines feel like her private thoughts. The ending, "she'll find it eventually / right?", shows her trying to comfort herself while still doubting it.

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