second best

It's not the rejection that hurts I mean it stings But I'm used to it It's the fact that I've never been good enough The second best sister The second best friend The second best choice No one sees me as anything first I'm second at best I'm the second best I just want to be good enough I want to be seen as the best Best friend Best choice Best partner But I'm not worth what I wish I was I'm not worth anything, am I? I'm just Second