forever

Forever is a word I never want to hear Its scary and a really long time If you say it to my I wouldn't know how to react Normally I would go and say no and put my own self esteem down I would probably change the subject Or leave You wouldn't care really no-one would 'If I died what would you do?' I asked you that and you changed the subject. What does that mean? Because I dont know Does that mean you just didnt want to answer it or did you feel like you couldn't for the answer that you would give Please tell me But dont tell me 'forever'