Professional Amateur — Summary

Perfectly flawed Abnormally commonplace Entirely incomplete; A slave to laziness he is A hard worker in the hardly working trade A professional amateur Accomplished in the art of Accomplishing nothing at all, Dreaming of being ordinary An aspiring face in the crowd To know him well is To know nothing at all, Well-spoken in the language of silence A silence that deafens us all And a stillness that moves us; A lover of hatred And a hater of love Fighting a nonviolent war And stabbing the air with his words Simply because anger gives him joy; A professional amateur he is Stabbing the air with his words And yet to know him well is To know nothing at all.

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Almost every line of this poem describes a man by stacking one opposite on top of another: perfectly flawed, abnormally commonplace, a hard worker who hardly works. The effect is a portrait of someone who can't be pinned down. He seems lazy and unfinished, yet he is also restless, dreaming of being ordinary, of simply blending into a crowd.

The speaker keeps returning to one idea: to know him well is to know nothing at all. He is hidden even from those closest to him. His silence is loud, his stillness moves people, and his anger gives him a strange kind of joy. He "stabs the air with his words," lashing out at nothing in particular, which suggests frustration with no clear target.

The mood is wry but uneasy. The speaker sounds part amused, part puzzled, and perhaps a little sad. Judging by the repeated ending, the man stays a mystery, and the poem's circling structure leaves us stuck with him there.

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