Figures — Poem analysis

Every time I turn The corner, No matter where I am, These figures stay behind me. Always whispering, Wondering why I am not A wax figurine Which someone put through a mould And telling me I am not good enough The way I am. And yet they wave Their arms and scream that They want me to be Who I am, be myself, That they don't want me To feel like I am Being squeezed into a little mould. I can't ignore them, Yet I can't believe them, With their shifting shapes And shifting sides. I try, they forget How to whisper, it seems. Screaming, yelling, shouting... Because I am not A perfect little angel. Because jagged edges And sunken cities Do not please the eyes Of perfect figures.

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Anyone who has been told to "just be yourself" by someone who clearly wants them to be someone else will recognise the trap at the centre of Jessea L. Vaughan's "Figures." The speaker is followed, round every corner, by a crowd of presences who criticise and encourage in the same breath. The poem asks what happens to a person when the demand for authenticity is itself a form of pressure.

The title does a lot of work. "Figures" can mean people glimpsed at a distance, outlines without faces, or the "wax figurine" of the second stanza-like movement of the poem. Vaughan never says who these figures are, and that vagueness is the point. They could be peers, family or the speaker's own internalised voices, but the poem gives no names. They are a mood with arms and mouths. The opening makes this physical: they "stay behind me," which suggests both pursuit and gossip, since talk happens behind someone's back. Because the speaker keeps turning corners and the figures never fall away, the poem reads like a chase in slow motion.

The central image is the mould. The figures wonder why the speaker is not "a wax figurine / Which someone put through a mould." Wax is soft, pale and lifeless, and a mould produces copies, so the picture of ideal behaviour here is a mass-produced object. The word "someone" is quietly chilling, because the shaper is nobody in particular. Then comes the poem's sharpest turn. The same figures "wave / Their arms and scream" that they want the speaker to be "myself," and say they don't want her to feel "squeezed into a little mould." The word returns, now denied, and the reader sees the contradiction before the speaker can name it. The adjective "little" is also worth noticing. It shrinks the mould, and later it shrinks the speaker too, who is accused of not being "a perfect little angel." Even the praise is belittling.

Vaughan builds this double bind with a form that refuses neatness. The poem is a single block of free verse with no rhyme and no regular beat. Lines are short, often three or four syllables, and many end mid-thought: "Who I am, be myself, / That they don't want me." The enjambment makes the sentences stumble forward, the way an anxious mind does. The long opening sentence of whispering, "Wondering… / And telling me…", trails on like murmuring that never gets to a full stop. Then the sound changes. "I try, they forget / How to whisper, it seems" is followed by "Screaming, yelling, shouting...", three verbs stacked and ending in an ellipsis, as if the noise can't be contained by the page. The shift from whisper to scream is the poem's only real escalation, and it happens just when the speaker makes an effort.

The most interesting phrase may be "shifting shapes / And shifting sides." The figures demand a fixed, perfect form, yet they have none themselves. They change their minds and their outlines, which exposes how arbitrary the standard is. That is why the speaker "can't ignore them, / Yet can't believe them", a line balanced neatly between two failures.

The ending turns the argument into landscape. The two closing sentences both begin with "Because," as though the speaker is finally allowed to explain the screaming. The explanation is "jagged edges / And sunken cities." Jagged edges are what a mould would smooth away, so they stand for the parts that don't fit. "Sunken cities" is stranger and richer. Judging by the imagery, it suggests something large and once-built that now lies out of sight, a depth the shallow gaze of the "perfect figures" cannot appreciate. Those figures, we notice, only have "eyes" that must be pleased, so they judge by surface alone.

The poem matters because it doesn't solve its problem. The speaker is not rescued, and the figures do not relent. Instead, the final lines reclaim imperfection as a place with edges and depths, rather than a flaw to be fixed. For a reader who has felt pulled between conforming and being "real," the poem names that squeeze with unusual precision.

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