I Used to Dream — Summary

Of a day when There would be peace And harmony Throughout the world. I used to dream That someday There'd be no violence No war No hatred. I used to hope I used to imagine We could put aside our differences Even just for a day I used to wait For that day to come. I used to expect These dreams These hopes These wishes Would soon come true But those were the days Before it all changed The days before I realized The things you want the most Are the things you can't expect.

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Jessea L. Vaughan's speaker looks back at a time when dreaming of a peaceful world felt natural. They imagined a day without war, violence or hatred, a day when people might set their differences aside, even briefly. The poem is built almost entirely from the phrase "I used to," repeated until it sounds like a list of lost beliefs. Each line adds another hope, and the past tense tells us from the start that these hopes have faded.

The turn comes near the end, with "those were the days / Before it all changed." The poem never says what changed, and that gap lets readers fill it in with their own disappointments. What the speaker takes away is a bitter lesson: "The things you want the most / Are the things you can't expect." The mood is quiet, wistful and a little defeated. There is no anger here, only the sadness of someone who has learned to stop waiting, though the poem itself still shows how much the speaker cared.

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