Paranoid — Summary

She looks over her shoulder Expecting to see a pair of eyes She becomes alert At the slightest rustling of leaves Expecting thieves Will take her jewels away; Frantically panics When she sees snow or rain Expecting the world's end. Don't know how she sleeps in the night Or works in the day Bound to her chains of fear A slave to her anxiety Forever paranoid.

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Jessea L. Vaughan's "Paranoid" paints a portrait of a woman who can never relax. She glances over her shoulder, sure that someone is watching. A rustle of leaves becomes a thief coming for her jewels. Even snow or rain sets her panicking, as if the world is about to end. Notice how the repeated word "Expecting" drives the poem: she doesn't see danger so much as wait for it, and every ordinary sound or change in the weather becomes a warning.

The speaker is an outside observer, and the line "Don't know how she sleeps in the night / Or works in the day" sounds a little baffled, maybe sympathetic. The closing images of "chains of fear" and being "a slave to her anxiety" make her fear feel like a prison she can't leave. The mood is tense and uneasy, with a heavy sadness underneath. The poem's short, plain lines keep the pace jumpy, much like the nervous mind it describes.

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